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Marathon

by Mil-Spec

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1.
There’s a secret passage you’re trying to find It’s somewhere in the margins of the book of life Yeah it’s an article of faith that all will be revealed in time But still some questions linger in your mind Like could you trace the arc of the universe Right to where it meets the curve of the earth? And is the future assured? Where is that written and in whose words? Well, you believe none of what you’ve seen And only half of what you’ve read But still some images you cannot get out of your head Like the solo spotter on the giant vessel’s prow And the happy throngs below deck Who haven’t figured it out Every narrated day One more piece falls into place With every scene, every page, every verse, every stage You ask yourself Could you trace the arc of the universe Right to where it meets the curve of the earth? If there’s a path to rebirth Where is that written, and in whose words? Every single narrated day One more telltale piece falls into place Every verse on every page Every scene on every stage Is everything
2.
Last of the gang to go Burning up with morning light, room of a hundred lives Through the window a song that guides me blindly on We don’t care that no year is for sure Or that our best friends are berserk Summer air will be thick with memory When I’m wrong When I’m lost When the road is long I know who will lead me through the dark No time is too much for the young and unrushed And with every July the sun breaks through the night We don’t care that no year is for sure Or that our best friends are berserk Summer air will be thick with memory Last of the gang to go A star explodes in the field Never alone again — the days don’t end And I’ve been thinking about the lost years Haunting, blinding, they add up I won’t make that mistake again No borders form around a life We’re free to roam the winding nights Look at the borrowed, look at the blue How we wait inside the waiting room We’re older now but never old On a summer day, a son comes home The days don’t end
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Just like anyone who sees through gimlet eyes Just like anyone who’s alive I searched for a space where life’s just a mind game But I’ve been too long at the fair That’s where the best minds of my generation Took their pleasure and their profit and gave their lives And sometimes I can’t help but think about What we might have achieved If we hadn’t so blindly believed In that know-it-all bohemian dream Too long at the fair I’ve spent, Lost in the fog of the years And all the rarefied things That try as I might Could only fail to succeed To be a comfort to me So cold the nights misspent In the loam of my youth Cultivating a spurious faith In the power of taste To be a route of escape From all the long, hard work Set for us at birth It’s gonna be a long, hard road Back to Planet Earth Another year, another pass Through the crowded corridors of the archive stacks Another round of laments For a dream that’s dead But in an earlier phase, a youthful haze, The wishing well was only just half-dry It was the height of the age Of the self-made sage And there was reason to believe Everyone would be A muse-kissed authority In a free land Turn on the news today See all the creative ways By means of which a souls gets saved In a free land It’s gonna be a long, hard road Back to Planet Earth Think of all the long, hard work Set for us at birth Our precious expertise Now debased currency In the marketplace of prestige In a free land Think of what else we might have achieved
4.
Who Is Who 03:32
Please don’t ask me any questions That you don’t want the answers to And there’s no need to remind me Of who I was or what I used to do Cause I haven’t forgotten and I know Who is who, the very essence of you, And it still holds true But I remember the shadowplay Back in that room of my own At the window, against the day, Was where I stood alone There’s a turn of phrase I can’t find It doesn’t matter — you’ll read my mind What’s there to say? Why not just smile? When we’ve been over and over and over this They say your face now looks like mine Well, they don’t say it but I can feel it How best to combine the spoils of a life? Pile it all into a shrine or chop it up with a knife? Well, I’m sure we’ll decide in the fullness of time But there are so many things I never wanted you to know And there was probably a moment When I told myself that I had to go ‘Cause I remember those highwire days The sky down beneath my shoes So much since then has changed Like how beautiful life is with you
5.
Memento 02:40
Unshield your eyes The righteous walk is long To truth, where love begins Quieted our doubtful minds That knocked us off our way And it’s cold, in the shade, In the shadow that the world leaves There’s no nostalgia in The dream where I escape The people turn and stare At this empty painted sky We’ll keep no memento for The lives we’ll leave behind When words fail I’ll borrow yours Dark days ahead in the old world As the new struggles to be born Unshield your eyes The righteous walk is long To truth, where love begins The flowers for soldiers Wilt in children’s hands On and on, on and on When I reach out, they pull away When I return one day, I won’t recall this place Hand in hand — we’ll decide But keep no memento for what we leave behind Scatter the seeds when it’s warm In the fall, we’ll see what’s born Hand in hand — we’ll decide But no memento for what we leave behind
6.
Marathon 03:01
Out west the trees burn and bow In a long Pacific frown The sun is on its own Over clouds of commuter smoke Rain pisses down in heavy sheets We cross the lonely street It’s up to you and me Where are they now? Are they here? The brightest lights have disappeared Striving now in safe retreat There are no stars to the fleet It’s up to you and me The singers have no songs Silence fills the halls No stars to hitch a dream To find our way And the poets have no poems The writers’ words don’t fill their tomes Look at the lines that divide who suffer How far apart we keep each other A star to which we’ll hitch a dream So that we might find our way To sugar and peace and sage To a land so warm and sweet and just A horizon that we can run Never got where I hoped to get But I guess it’s not over yet
7.
But what if we don’t Retrieve what’s lost to this winding road? We always approach, we always get close, But we never arrive, no In every town, a choir of kids in a cul-de-sac Live blissful days that will never come back Never come back, never The after-dinner glow In the kitchens of a billion homes Meet at the back door Walk the field where we often go Starry days disappear into cloudy skies and One day I’ll learn that they’ll never come back Never come back, never And nobody’s ever home The lights are never on I strike a match — the spark won’t flame Hands reach out but never take And nobody’s ever home, no So I stand in the foamy waves Love their impossible gaze There’s a magic in the way they come and go With every passing day I see myself in morning light I must change my life
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Foreword 01:44
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We tell ourselves stories in order to live It's just our imagination We take comfort in what we know can't exist It's just our imagination We do it over and over As we get older and older But there was a time when they were as real As anything we could touch or see In place of futures now undreamed: Images of the world as it might have been Rebellion is playing out in our minds We’re resigned We told ourselvеs stories of how we might be It's just our imagination For thе promise of victory, we learned from defeat It's just our imagination Out in the garden of forking paths An infinite number of worlds in our grasp Everything on the table, every ball in the air Everything imagined was somewhere out there

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released October 6, 2023

Recorded March-October 2022 at Palace Sound & Candle Recording in Toronto, Ontario

Produced by Mil-Spec & Ned Russin
Engineered by Dylan Frankland
Additional engineering by Josh Korody and Brad Garcia
Additional production by Emmett Morris
Additional Instrumentation by Ned Russin
Arrangement of Belle Époque by Shawn Allison
Mixed and Mastered by Arthur Rizk
Layout by Andrew Peden & Codey Thompson

Vocals - Andrew Peden
Bass - Codey Thompson
Guitars - Dan Darrah & Matt Laforge
Drums - Jacob Hellas

Additional vocals by Danielle Clark, Brandon MacFarlane, and Sophie Vallée

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